KNIVES
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My girlfriend says
That I need help
My boyfriend says
I'd be better off dead

I'm gonna get drunk
Come round and fuck you up
I'm gonna get drunk
Come round and fuck you up
And you can't help my life
But you can hide... the knives

My girlfriend says
That I'm confused
My boyfriend says
That I'm bad news

All people are shit
Bad trip tattoed on my brain
All people are shit
Bad trip tattoed on my brain
And you can't help my life
But you can hide...

I wanna crawl up inside you and die
I wanna crawl up inside you and die
I wanna crawl up inside you and die
I wanna crawl up inside you and die
And you can't help my life
But you can hide the knives
And you can't help my life
But you can hide... the knives


SCREAMAGER
==========

With a face like this
I won't break any hearts
And thinking like that
I won't make any friends
Screw that, forget about that
I don't wanna hear about anything like that
Screw that, forget about that
I don't wanna know about anything like that
I've got nothing to do 'cept
Hang around and get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do 'cept
Hang around and get screwed up on you

Your beauty makes me feel alone
I look inside but no ones home
Screw that, forget about that
I don't wanna hear about anything like that
Screw that, forget about that
I don't wanna know about anything like that
I've got nothing to do 'cept
Hang around and get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do 'cept
Hang around and get screwed up on you

I've got nothing to do 'cept
Hang around and get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do 'cept
Hang around and get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do 'cept
Hang around and get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do 'cept
Hang around and get screwed up on you


HELLBELLY
=========

I'm not afraid to die
I'm just scared of going to hell
Your car salesman smile
Says it all
You just wanna be
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering

Old, twisted and white
Dead crow on a fence is you style
You play with your kids
Says it all
You just wanna be
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering

Fire, fire, fire, hell
Fire, fire, fire, hell
Fire, fire, fire, hell
Fire, fire, fire, hell

You're a tin god
Take a look at those gaps in your hand
Gimme those nails
Bang them in
Bang them in!
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering


STOP IT YOU'RE KILLING ME
=========================

The world is fucked
And so am I
Maybe it's the other way round
I can't seem to decide
Domestic refugees
Sink in the same boat as me
We suffer alone
And these days I don't wanna go home
Idiots authority
Promising equality
So where is the land of the free?
Stop it you're killing me

Love is for the weak
Or so you'd have me believe
The thought's killing me
No body but a head O.D>
Don't know what's worse
The loss of death
Or the gain of birth I try to understand
I can't accept just what I am
Idiots authority
Promising equality
So where is the land of the free?
Stop it you're killing me

I'm leaving on a train
That's six miles down
Can't feel no pain
Can't feel you now
When you drift away
I'm singing "On my way I'm telling you"
I can hear you coming to
I can see you pushing through
Tell me can you see the
Can you feel the rain
Idiots authority
Promising equality
So where is the land of the free?
Stop it you're killing me
Idiots authority
Promising equality
So where is the land of the free?
Stop it you're killing me


NOWHERE
=======

Heaven kicked you out
You wouldn't wear a tie
Staring at some pictures by yourself
At something that you want to have but will never get
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere

You get drunk every night
You can't get drunk on life
Shouting at the world you'll never change
But it's what's inside you've got to rearrange
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere

Heaven kicked you out
Heaven kicked you out

Breaking up for what you never have
Loosing everything all things you ever had
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere


DIE LAUGHING
============

Gimme something to breath
Give me a reason to live
Close your eyes and see... what you have inside
I think I've gone insane
I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane

Another dream has gone (?)
And your friends just tell you lies
Then you realize... you gonna die anyway
I think I've gone insane
I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane
I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane
I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane

Lost in a world without reality
I'm frightened to move
I'm frightened to speak
And I will kill for a good nights sleep
I'm feeling
I'm feeling dead
Dead
Dead
Dead
I think I've gone insane
I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane
I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane
I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane
I can't remember
I can't remember
I can't remember
I can't remember


UNBELIEVER
==========

Don't belong in this world or the next one
Wasting every day to my own end
Feeling awkward, feeling clumsy, hating
Everything I've ever done before
Then you leave me
Like the others
Leave me too much time... on my own
On my own
On my own
On my own

Had enough of reinventing memories
Living in the shadow of your charm
The shrapnel of your insults burried deeper
Than confidence can ever overcome
Then you leave me
Like the others
Leave me too much time... on my own
On my own
On my own
I'm on my own

Choking on anticipation waiting
On you to say something to bring me back
All I want's a trace of recognition
Your silence is as heavy as my eyes
Then you leave me
Like the others
Leave me too much time... on my own
On my own
On my own
On my own
I'm on my own
On my own
On my own
On my own


TRIGGER INSIDE
==============

Here comes a girl with perfect teeth
I bet she won't be smiling at me
I know how Jeffry Dahmer feels
Lonely, lonely
I was awkward as a child
Blueprint for my wretched life
Confidence I've been denied
Lonely, lonely

Something in my head
It won't switch off when I'm alone
I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside
I get the feeling I've been cheated
I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside
I get the feeling I've been cheated

My hands are shaking, my head's a mess
Trying to wring some words from my breath
I die before you, you're not impressed
Lonely, lonely
I look uglier when I cry
Want to punch that look from your life
One in the eye for the beautiful people
Lonely, lonely
Something in my head
It won't switch off when I'm alone
I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside
I get the feeling I've been cheated
I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside
I get the feeling I've been cheated

I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside
I get the feeling I've been cheated
I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside
I get the feeling I've been cheated


LUNACY BOOTH
============

Reveal yourself to me
Like cheap pornography
Picking at my guilt
With promises of hell

(Christ) Sin it's all that you know
(Christ) Sin it's all that you know
(Christ) Sin it's all that you know
(Christ) Sin it's all that you know

Glad my mirror's broken
My image is a burden
I want to loose myself
In the coming of the Lord

(Christ) Sin it's all that you know
(Christ) Sin it's all that you know
(Christ) Sin it's all that you know
(Christ) Sin it's all that you know

Reveal yourself to me (I wanna loose myself)
Reveal yourself to me (I wanna loose myself)
Reveal yourself to me (I wanna loose myself)
Reveal yourself to me (I wanna loose myself)

(Christ) Sin it's all that you know
(Christ) Sin it's all that you know
(Christ) Sin it's all that you know
(Christ) Sin it's all that you know
(Christ) Sin it's all that you know
(Christ) Sin it's all that you know
(Christ) Sin it's all that you know
(Christ) Sin it's all that you know

You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me...


ISOLATION
=========

Every evening, every day
Calling for love that's from above
Everyone wanting it for real
Mistaking devotion and love

Isolation... Isolation... Isolation... Isolation

Surrender to self preservation
And brothers who care for themselves
As life can be touched through perfection
This is like everything else

Isolation... Isolation... Isolation... Isolation

Mother I tried, do believe me
I'm doing the best things that I can
I'm ashamed of the things that I've been put through
I'm ashamed of the person who I am

But if you could just see the beauty
Whose face I could never describe
Who's playing the game to distraction
Isn't my heart for a prize?

Isolation... Isolation...
ISOLATION... ISOLATION... ISOLATION... ISOLATION...
ISOLATION... ISOLATION... ISOLATION... ISOLATION... ISOLATION!


TURN
====

Turn and face the strange
The door is open
You're awake
You're storming heaven without thought
You're storming heaven without God
Remember... I know were you live
And I know you're on your own
I may forget, I don't forgive
I'm always home

You turn... and face the strange
You turn... and face yourself

I know when you lie
The brightness darkens in your eyes
This is yours to take control
This is yours now hold your own
Remember... I know were you live
And I know you're on your own
I may forget, I don't forgive
I'm always home

You turn... and face the strange
You turn... and face yourself

Barging into the presence of God
Barging into the presence of God
Barging into the presence of God
Barging into the presence of God
You turn...... barging into the presence of God
You turn...... barging into the presence of God
You turn...... barging into the presence of God
You turn...... barging into the presence of God
You turn...... barging into the presence of God


FEMTEX
======

Masturbation saved my life
I was nevous as a child
You were someone out of my hands
Couldn't understand or have

She's not trying to catch your eye
She's just trying to get a life
He feals weak when she is strong
Feeling treatened when he's wrong

Femination
Generation
Femination
Generation

Do you want a fuck?
Do you want a friend?
Do you want sex?
Do you want revenge?
You never make love with a smile on your face
Punished with love and rewarded with hate

Femination
Generation
Femination
Generation

Femination
Generation
Femination
Generation

I'm just with you, that will never mean that I'm just for you
I'm just with you, that will never mean that I'm just for you
I'm just with you, that will never mean that I'm just for you


UNREQUITED
==========

Don't... Wake... Me
I'm... So... Empty

I... I... I...
Tried... I'm... sorry

I've seen you without me
I've seen you without me

You can say what you wan't

I've seen you without me
I've seen you without me
I've seen you without me (I know that you'll understand)
I've seen you without me (I know that you'll understand)


BRAINSAW
========

Judas, Judas
I thought you were my friend
Judas, Judas
You're just the same as them
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm... alone

Liar, Liar
You said you'd stay with me
Liar, Liar
Laughing as you leave
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone

I tought you were my friend
You're just the same as the rest
I tought you were my friend
You're just the same... as the rest

User, user
You sucked it all from me
User, user
Your bullshit I believed
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone


SUNSHINE
========

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are grey
You'll never know dear
How much I love you
Please don't take
My sunshine away
Away, away, away, ..., ...

ALL SONGS WRITTEN BY A.J. CAIRNS
EXCEPT: "DIE LAUGHING"        - WRITTEN BY THERAPY?
        "ISOLATION"           - WRITTEN BY CURTIS, HOOK, SUMNER & MORRIS
        "YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE" - WRITTEN BY MITCHELL & DAVIS